New Challenges

Overwhelming changes are fast happening in my life. One moment I was in good old Davao, now I'm in a territory where everything is new, everything is an adjustment. I continue to have mixed emotions of my present circumstance. I am grateful of the opportunities given my way but at the same time, I am doubtful whether these new experiences are really good for me. Emotionally, I am quite exhausted already. I keep missing the people and things I have left in Davao. I get lonely oftentimes, despite being surrounded by new friends and co-workers. I often ask myself the disturbing question "is this really worth it?" Is it really worth leaving my loved ones behind? Is it worth risking precious moments and time not being with them?

At the end of the day, all I have to do is try hard not to doubt God's mysterious ways and plans. I want to believe that all these are part of his great big plan for my life.