Happenings...

A lot happened since I last wrote a blog entry. Just a day after writing about our poor pup, he died. I was so heartbroken that I cried myself to sleep. I keep seeing his frail body in my mind. His cries that morning was the last I heard from him. I was the first to dicover his death. After coming home from a movie, I visited him in his usual place, a basket with cloth I prepared for him. He lied there not moving. Ants were starting to crawl over his beautiful eyes. He was not yet very hard. Maybe, he died few minutes earlier. I have my regrets. I was not able to arrive earlier to have held him so that he can die in my hands. I believed he waited for me. But I was too late.

A very close friend from college called. She said that our classmate's wedding was moved from December to April. Now it's just 5 days to go. The motif is goldish brown. I was told by the bride to conform with the motif. She has this idea that I'll deviate as I always do back in college. I'll prove her right, because I won't be going. Besides not having a goldish brown dress or blouse, I'll also be having my exam.

You see, I'm not very supportive of her getting married at 21. I believe that she is still very young. She'll meet more men who can be way better than the man she'll be marrying now. She has to experience so much of the world on her own. I always believed that having somebody at your back all the time would restrict your freedom. Mommy's responsibilities should not be given to her at such a young age. We'll I just hope she's not making the wrong decision. I know, that instead of showing distaste on an unwanted decision, I should support her but I can't help but feel bad on such a choice.