Patience

Traffic in Manila has been the worse. There are road constructions and repairs left and right. I have always rooted for developments but there are ways of doing so without causing too much inconvenience to the motorists. Aside from that, there are drivers who are so inconsiderate of others that they cut you off without warning signs or obstruct the road just to get passengers to board their vehicles. I respect drivers who are earning a living but there are really those who do not have the basic road etiquette nor discipline and respect for fellow road users. Just this morning, traffic was so bad that I was trying my best to maintain my composure and patience. But as I was turning right towards the main thoroughfare a bus blocked the entire section where cars are supposed to pass since the other side of the road was under repair. There was a long cue for cars wanting to pass and this bus was blocking the way trying to get passengers. To my disgust, I pressed my car’s horn so long and loud in a clear showing of my irritation. The bus gave way a bit and I used the narrow road left and as I passed by it, I pulled down my car window and yelled to the bus driver and conductor that they are causing traffic.

Immediately though, the Lord convicted me. My heart sank and I felt so much heaviness that I prayed that God will pardon me for what I just did. Worse, I had the Spotify app in my phone turned on to my recently downloaded Christian songs. I all the more felt guilty. Yes, the driver was insensitive but I should have been the better person in that scenario. He was trying to pick up commuters who were trying to get to work also just like me. I was the one who had the vehicle so I should have been more considerate. I should have let that pass or instead of barking at them I could have said it nicely or politely. Being late was no excuse. I could have woken up early so I would still arrive on time to work despite the heavy traffic. There was really no excuse and I praise God for making me feel that what I have done was not good. I should learn patience and be more understanding the next time around. 

"With all humility and gentleness, with patience, bearing with one another in love." - Ephesians 4:2